Taking things a day at a time

Monday, July 20, 2009

They walked right by me. And said nothing.

So on Saturday I went to see Harry Potter 6 and after, like always, my dad, Mika and I would sit outside the foodcourt until my mom came to get us. When she got there my dad went to talk to her about the money shit, so Mika and I stayed by the tables because I didn't wanna have to hear all their bickering.

While we were waiting, I saw two of the '06 drama kids I knew from high school. One was Shane, who I didn't really know all that much. Aside from catching the school bus with him, and him being Pume's boyfriend so he was always in the drama room, I didn't really know him, and we weren't friends. But J-Lo was with him. And J-Lo and I were definitely friends.

J-Lo was the reason that my once-best friend Pua no longer wanted to be my friend. She liked J-Lo and wanted to go to prom with him (even though she never spoke to him before) but I asked him to go with me. As my friend. Long story short, when I didn't tell him I didn't want to go with him to prom anymore by the request of Pua, she decided she no longer wanted to be my friend, and so we aren't. I lost my best friend over some boy and junior prom. Stupid high school drama if you ask me.

Anyways. I had always thought of J-Lo as my good friend, even though we only knew each other for a year. The last time I saw him was when he came to visit at the end of my senior year and he watched The Breakfast Club that I directed. So on Saturday, when I swear that he looked at me and saw me, I expected him to say hi. They walked into the foodcourt so I assumed on their way out, J-Lo, at least, would stop by and say hi. But he didn't. He didn't even wave to me. He avoided my eye contact completely and just kept walking as if I wasn't even there.

And I know for a fact that we made eye contact and he knew I was sitting there. When he passed me, I felt like I was going to cry. I couldn't believe it, I was so pissed. He didn't even fucking wave to me! God, I always did that with my friends from '06. I thought so much of our friendships, and with most of them, I'd been completely wrong about how close we really were. Fuck. Having him walk right by me hurt me. A lot.


I started writing my story. I got most of the characters down and I'm going slow with this. The only thing is that there isn't a BIG thing in my story. Usually I have something BIG happen in my stories, like an obvious obstacle my character needs to overcome or something like that. But so far, there isn't one for this current story. I don't have a title either, which is odd, because when I start things I at least like to have a tentative title for my piece. Hopefully it'll come to me as I continue.

Any of you guys have an account on fictionpress.com? I'm thinking of posting my story there, I usually put my stories there to get some feedback from other writers/readers. If you don't have an account, I would recommend signing up for one, even if you're not a hardcore writer or anything. It's a good place just to read some original fiction from people.

Also, if you can, read my "`Olelo Hawai`i" blog. I just wanna know what you guys have to say about my Jesse videos I put up. :P


Blogger Bryan said...

i can't believe that guy didn't wave to you! what a jerk. sometimes i hate people.
i've never heard of fictionpress.com, but now i'll have to check it out. it sounds cool. and i'm excited that you started your story! i wish i could start something.
aand as for your jesse videos..you are right, that one girl is such a slut. the way she's dressed, the way she acts...whore! haha. it was nice of him to bring the little girl up on stage though. maybe he's not a douche bag like most famous people

July 21, 2009 at 5:17 AM  
Blogger Bryan said...

oh and yeah, mike's my brother

July 21, 2009 at 5:19 AM  

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