Taking things a day at a time

Sunday, August 16, 2009


If you've never seen the movie "Fanboys" before, WATCH IT!!! Go rent it or borrow it from someone that has it. It's hilarious! Mika told me about it years ago, but it finally was released last year. I bought it from Blockbuster and we watched it today with my dad. It's real funny. And the title quote is from the movie. They say "Chewie" when they call shotgun. Teehee.

Alessa: Ben has seen this movie, right? I mean, he's a Star Wars fan and all. If he hasn't, you guys should go rent it. It's amazing!!

All right, moving onto more serious matters...I've been feeling very anti lately. So anti that I didn't join my friends on the hike today.

Originally that was the plan for me and my drama friends for high school. But a bunch of them bailed out, so then I just invited whoever and there was about 6 or 7 of us that were going. But then last night I was thinking about it, and I didn't really feel like going anymore. Reasons:
1) I was concerned with how I would handle the hike, physically. I haven't been active since high school and I didn't want to hurt myself or strain myself. Plus, I heard the hike was very steep.
2) Today is my day with my dad. Usually it's Saturday's but he had to take over someone's shift at work, which is why I'm hanging with him today.
3) I'm just tired, plain and simple. This past week and this coming week has been/is gonna be super busy. And the following week school starts already. I don't have much time to rest and just relax before school begins.

So I didn't go. And you know what? I'm over it.

Also, Amanda somehow convinced me to go and change my work schedule for this coming week. So now I'll be working Thursday night then on Friday morning! I HATE working the morning shifts, especially if I'll be working the night before. I don't get home until after 10 and I have to eat dinner, take a bath, and wash my clothes when I get home. Which means I don't get to sleep until midnight, one o'clock. And I'd have to get up at 6:00 AM in order to be at work on time. So I'm a little pissed about that.

It's not that I don't wanna hang out with them Wednesday (the day I switched for Friday) because they're going to the waterpark. I haven't been there since 8th grade. But I mean, I know I'm going to be real tired Thursday/Friday. AAAAND Friday night I'm supposedly going to spend the night with friends, which means I won't get home until the early morning. I'm gonna be exhausted, I know it.

So I'm thinking of backing out of Wednesday's plan to go to the waterpark and just work that day like how I originally was going to. This sucks because this last week before school starts is so busy and I just wanna relax! Fuck.

Also, I have no money for books. And I don't know when I can get them. I hate that. HATE HATE HATE that.

And to top things off, Mika lost her phone about 2 weeks ago. School is starting, and tomorrow she starts training at her job. So she kinda needs one. I'm just like, fuck it all already. Fuck it.


Blogger Alessa said...

OH MY GOD! I LOVE LOVE LOVE FANBOYS! Ben and I watched it like 4 times. I saw it on Netflix and got it. We kept it for a long time so Chloe could watch it too. I love Fanboys! My favorite line is at the very end when he is like "What if it sucks?" And it totally does! I was so excited when I saw your title because I so knew what you were talking about. The party at the beginning when they are dressed up in Star Wars costumes always makes me think of Ben's Obi-Wan costume. Ok... well, enough of fanboys. But yes, it is awesome.

Bummer about all the stuff you are going through. Sounds like you won't have anytime for yourself. Not cool. I hope things work out schedule wise and you get some time to relax. :( Good luck with school when it starts! You will have to post a blog about your classes.

August 17, 2009 at 6:24 AM  
Blogger J. Cordelia said...

I've never seen Fanboys, but when I saw the preview I really wanted to see it, it looked funny.

Isn't the whole anti-social feeling an annoyance? I mean, every so often, it's not. But, when it's a constant, it's just...GAH! Glad you're over skipping out on the hike, you had legit reasons, don't sweat it.

I hate when times get shitty, because they always seem to get worse before they get any better. It's really not fair. Keep your head up, though :)

August 18, 2009 at 7:37 PM  

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