Taking things a day at a time

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Mākaukau? (Ready?)


I'm excited. :) Not nervous, though. I might have said this to a few people, at some point in time, that I rarely ever get nervous before an opening show, or any show really. I think doing the poetry slam last semester has been one of the only times I physically felt nervous before performing.

Wednesday we have an audience of 50, I'm not quite sure who's coming to see it. A small group of important people. Maybe people from `Ōhia Productions? Then Thursday is our preview show, and two of my friends from drama at KS are coming, so that'll be nice. Hopefully we can go eat together after, or just hang out for a little.

Friday is also Jesse's birthday. :)

Song of the day: "Rock N Roll Party Queen" by Louis St. Louis

In my last post I talked about how upset I was about my friends saying that they weren't going to come and see my show. I guess that was the wrong way of going about it? Blogging about it online is so cliché, but hey, I'm an actor. ^_^ Nah. Seriously though, I shouldn't have talked about it in that way. I'm not sorry for the things I said and I'm not going to take it back, since that's the way I honestly felt about it.

I really do feel angry and hurt when my friends don't come to see me in the shows that I do. In high school and college I've done a bunch of shows and put a lot of hard work into them. So it's great to have my friends come and appreciate the thing that I love to do and it means a lot to me to have them there in the audience. Honestly, it hurts me more than it upsets me. I guess it stings more because it's not just one or two of my friends, it's a whole bunch of them.

Writing and bitching online seemed like the easiest way to get my frustration out after the immediately realization about my friends.

Anyways. Māluhiluhi loa au! E hele ana au i ko`u lumi. E hiamoe!! (I'm really tired. I'm going to my room. To sleep!)


Blogger Sidan Archion said...

You're going to be fabulous. I wish we could see you, but alas, you are a sea away.

I think Alessa should smuggle you back when she goes for her honeymoon.

I rant enough on here for two of you, so I say rant away. It is a positive way to deal with your emotions. And it keeps us connected!


April 7, 2010 at 1:39 AM  
Blogger Alessa said...

All I can say is... BREAK A LEG! You will kick ass.

And I would smuggle you back if you want. I could bring my big suitcase (which I will probably do anyway).

Sorry about your friends. Sometimes we all need to vent. And I do it on here too often as well. At least you aren't saying nasty things directly to them. Sometimes writing them down is easy and this is supposed to be a safe zone.

Much love and rainbows! BREAK A LEG or 500!

April 7, 2010 at 3:00 PM  
Blogger Alessa said...

P.S. I know which movie you are talking about! But, I can't remember the name. Mark Harmon is HOT in that movie. Wow!

And I am not sure about good ol' Ben Savage. But I still think he's cute. I think it's because he looks so much like my Ben. But I did have a thing for Ben Savage when I was younger and boy meets world was still on the air.

April 7, 2010 at 3:04 PM  
Blogger Kristina said...

AHHH exciting! you will do fantabulously.

Agreed, its obnoxious when friends won't come see the show. and venting is not only good, its admittedly entertaining to read.

that might be a bad incentive. moving right along.

best of joy with the show and beyond!

April 7, 2010 at 7:31 PM  
Blogger Chloe' said...

Good Luuuuck!!!!! I hope it goes amazingly for you =D

Were I in the same state, I'd totally come see you, but I think I'll have to make doo with any pictures you post online >_<

April 8, 2010 at 5:54 AM  

Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]

<< Home