Taking things a day at a time

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

"I will break away, I'll find myself today"

I'm doing better today. Just needed to get over that shit-filled day of yester. No more pitty party. Snacks and punch have been put away. I'm slightly more tolerable to listen to now. :)

Tomorrow I want us to be ambitious when we go to the gym. We'll go early to get on the elliptical machines, then possibly venture into that weight lifting area. Then we're gonna try a Zumba class and see what it's like. After, we might go for a short swim, or cruise swim and not push too hard. Very ambitious, I think, for just our third visit. Yay!

Talk To Me Tuesday
Text from my dad
Sunday, May 16, 2010

"The raven flies at noon...the condor digs for earthworms...I'm in position."

So. This past Sunday we went to a UH baseball game. Mika and I caught the bus and met my dad downtown at the Kamehameha statue, then all three of us would take a bus to UH. This was my dad's way of letting me know that he was waiting at the bus stop for us to get off at. My dad's silly, and a lot of times I just roll my eyes at his weird sayings or dry jokes. But I know I'm going to miss them one day. And especially with my dad just recently having had his heart attack, I'm trying to find a way for me to be able to tell him I love him. I just can't say it. And I'm afraid that I won't get that chance to if I wait too long or let whatever is holding me back from saying it keep doing just that.

Title quote: "Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Park

I want to get back to my writing. To my daily blog I used to have. It's been since November that I last updated, and that's lame. I've got some good ideas and just the want to put things down on paper...then transfer it to the virtual world. I'll work on that soon.

Started reading Family Portrait by Leo Tolstoy today. I started reading it at work while I was on my break, haha. Which is an odd place to start reading a Tolstoy story, I think. It's very intimidating to try to read anything by him. I gave up reading War and Peace. But maybe one day when I'm all grow'd up, I'll try it again. ;)

Song of the day: "Wall to Wall" by Chris Brown


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